“When one door closes, another opens. But we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us.” Alexander Graham Bell

One door is closing in my life… I am moving out into the world alone after ending an engagement. And, it is true there is a part of me that is looking regretfully upon the closed door. I don’t do it all the time, but there are moments! And, in those moments I am missing the opportunities that are waiting for me.

Doors are always closing and opening. We just need to be open to receive the goodness and not be too concerned with the past or with the future! I know this experience is going to lead me to a better, more fulfilling life. I know that I am only going to love more, deeper and better.

We need to have the commitment to see the good, to be open and willing to see the new doors opening right before our beautiful eyes! They are always there waiting for us to walk through them leading us to a new and better experience!

Be grateful for the past. Trust the current process and know that Divine is guiding you towards a better you, and a better life.

Up at 5 am

Spirit – Confidence. I am confident!

I really really love to be connected to my Higher Self. It feels so good. I love that I am learning more about this thing called Me every day. So much to learn, love and accept and to transform! I need and desire guidance during this transition!!

Mind – Meditation 5:15-6:15

I woke up today a bit anxious and “in my head” I am moving out today. B and I are going to be separating. We have been breaking up and transitioning and it is time. I feel like we have had one of the best break ups ever. And it is time for us to have our own space and time alone. I know we are both going to love it. And, I also know it will be interesting being alone as I am used to having a best friend right by me. We both need this for our own self-reliance and I feel it is right. I still have moments of sadness. I know it is all good and perfect though.

Body – I feel more tension in my body than I have in awhile. Took a great BM this morning. It is amazing how my face clears up and constipation is non-existent when I am meditating, eating healthy, and happy and thinking empowering thoughts. The mind/body connection is fascinating.

10pm feeling the tension in my body and head!

Diet

8 bowl of melon, pineapple and watermelon

11:30 4 almonds and dark chocolate

12:30 Potato wedges and a salad with tempe and tofu

1:30 Dark chocolate

5:30 2 samosa’s and a grilled veggie salad

I had like ½ a chocolate bar today! Might be a bit too much but it was soo good! :)

Workout am - Goddess Training movement 45 minutes pm 45 minutes of walking

Magical, blissful moments – Serendipity and Abundance full force today, Extending my visa for another month (amazing I have already lived in Bali for 3 months), Got a cell phone today, rockin it Bali style! :)

Appreciation of the good, great and beautiful – I appreciate Brian! I Wow do I appreciate him. I appreciate we had the best break up ever. I appreciate Charley for opening his house to me, amazing! I appreciate that I am living in Bali. I appreciate all of my growth and transformation. I appreciate all the good that is coming to be right now!!

Final thoughts for the day – I am heading to bed. I am exhausted. I am going to bed alone. WOW. It feels a bit strange. Tonight I left Brian and moved into Charley’s house. It felt weird packing up my stuff separate from him. And, I have to keep reminding myself that divine action is guiding both of us. And it is for the Best. I am really tired. So, I guess good night!