“At every moment, a woman makes a choice: between the state of the queen and the state of the slavegirl. In our natural state, we are glorious beings.” Marianne Williamson

What do we choose!?! I know I desire to choose the queen. The slavegirl is my insecurity, my fear, my doubt, worry, concern, etc etc. When I choose her I am imprisoned. But, when I choose love, peace, happiness, and bliss I am choosing the Queen.

The Queen is where I want to live! It is our natural state to be glorious, beautiful and radiant!! We always know which one we are choosing! The Queen feels marvelous the slavegirl feels like hell.

Know that we are destined to be happy and feel good! And, consciously choose the Queen every moment and you will find heaven on earth! :)

Up at 5 am

Spirit – Mantra/Intention - Health! I am health!

I feel like I have only had a glimpse of the power of Spirit! I have read Wayne Dyer and Deepak Chopra and I am in awe of their confidence and knowing of God. It is really inspiring. I am becoming more and more connected! And, I know as I continue to remain, positive, powerful, authentic and blissful I will be flowing down the stream. That is where the goodness is. I am literally rewiring my brain. This is possible and it is a full time job! One that I am thrilled to be able to do! Let’s change my life, Baby!! :)

Mind – Meditation 5-6 am Destiny and Universal Mind and Goddess Affirmations and Dyer’s morning meditation

I was a bit anxious this morning. I am thrilled to be maintaining my morning ritual without B. I love getting up early. I can even see getting up at like 4:30/4:45 at some point! My main goal today is to rest/relax/release any tension or stress from my mind. I want to honor my transition with B and also my new career as a Professional Goddess. And, also adjusting to living in Bali! Wow, I am living in Bali! :)

Body – I feel a bit of tension or maybe a sinus irritation this morning. My head feels a bit foggy. Drinking some red ginger tea (strong) right now, it is suppose to help with the immune system. And, I am sore from my awesome workout yesterday my intense Goddess Training

Diet –

7:30 Aloe vera drink and at 9:00 16 oz of green juice

10:00 mixed salad bowl

11:30 Potato and ketchup

2:00 PB&J with rice bread

4:30/5 Nasi Goreng with brown rice

Workout – 40 minute walk – 15 minute light yoga

Blissful, magical moments – Taking my morning walk, a great lunch with Charley and Valerie, My text from B that informed me he bought a computer so I get our old one, yea yea yea! And, he also bought me a gift too! It was magical to organize all of my books, I have like 10 I want to read this month!! FUN!

Appreciation of the good, great and beautiful – I appreciate Charley renting me a room in his magical place, I appreciate my freedom. I appreciate my body to tell me when it’s off. I appreciate salt baths, I appreciate my Dance of Anger book, I appreciate my personal legend, my personal path! I also have deep appreciation for all of the wisdom that I have been blessed to read and digest!

Final thoughts for the day – I feel exhausted. Lots of stuff going on in my head. I just feel really blah and I am missing B a little bit too. It is 8 pm and I am off to bed!!